中四上英文課時, 一天, 印度藉女教師叫我們每人畫一張畫, 隨意什麼都可以, 然後替我們分析. 不曉得她對圖像分析及心理學有多少認識, 抑或只想滿足一下她自己的好奇心.
記得那天我畫的是一幅有兩堵牆的圖畫, 牆壁頗高, 高過人, 兩堵牆就在圖的左邊及右邊, 圖中央有一度通道, 不大不小, 足以讓人走過. 她替我分析, 說我內心深處, 很想越過一些東西, 不知是什麼東西, 可能是一個地方, 一個境況, 一個處地. 回想起來, 這種分析白痴的也會說. 不知怎的, 今天這兩堵牆忽然浮現我的腦海. 是我很想脫離一些境況? 抑或我想離開? 這種感覺, 令我知道, 我今天一定不好過.
我是個情緒起伏不定的人, 一天當中, 可以從十分的心情, 跌到落兩分, 然後反彈到六分, 令人洩氣. 幸而世上有電影院, 否則我很快便要吃Prozac!
5 comments:
?和你主修心理?有??？
昨天我和朋友??了一?public blog,到目前就只有2?post,今天?工天，不?得人家的反??如何。那?blog : ?的辛辣面
你?得呢？
可以??心理?上的分析?？
maddog, r u a psycho?
i don't know if that makes the problem worse, but i personally believe that most women have the same problem as you do, so do i!
i have a book to recommend -- BEING HAPPY by Andrew Matthews. it's easy reading, bringing me back to the basic principles when i get struck every now and then (it's a norm for women to make things much much more complicated than what it actually is, no exception for a psycho, hehee :P).
哮廊, let me take a look at your new blog. looks interesting!
ak: what did u mean by "r u a psycho"? am i insane or work in the psych field? :) guess u won't think i am crazy. i am not in the psych field, i'm in the media. thanks for recommending me the book. i am not bad at making myself happy, but sometimes get a bit down and upset. will drag myself out of that hole. thank you.
sorry maddog... i meant psychologist.
ak: no problem. i guess i knew what u meant. no, i am not in that field. once thought of being a clinical psychologist, but CUHK didn't admit me... :(
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