Tired

I am tired of always being the problem-solver
the solution-maker
the "cheer"-leader
the strong one
the tough one
the happy one

That's why I like to indulge myself in dance and films
where all I have to do is to make moves that please myself
where physical tiredness is much much more pleasant than emotional tiredness
and where all I have to do is to forget my real life in the 2-hour duration
to see what others' lives are all about